Giving Back

Oh boy, oh boy today has been a day!! I am trying to finish all of my classes and do it with grace hahaha barely passing with style. Today my communication group finally finished our project and boy am I glad I don't think I could handle having to spend one more minute with them. Today was pretty much crazy but my life seems to be getting back on track and I am becoming more and more functional the day doesn't seem so long, however, the nights are way too short still I love my sleep. Today at work seemed to be a nightmare I started crying and as anyone knows when I cry I pour. I was crying and then who would have known it my nose starts to bleed and not just bleed but to gush it was so embarrassing and I work mainly with men and they were just unsure what to do. Do I get her to stop crying or bleeding first? As men of course they chose the blood. Ironically, I was in the meat cooler and it just went with all the other blood that was on the floor. My grandpa is doing good my mom says and well I am upholding my grandma's wish and I am playing my violin at her service am I happy about it no but I will do it gladly with a smile on my face I would much rather sing but she loved that I played the violin. I remember one year I played a little concert with all my family for christmas I was the only grandchild to play an instrument and my grandma loved to play the piano and hear music. So I will be practicing my violin every minute that I have of free time. Now if only I can remember how to play it and tune it. I am very thankful for every minute and chance that I get to live another day!