New Years Resolution

As the first week of the new year has gone by here are just a few of my resolutions!

1. Take a risk and not worry about the consequences
2. Go for an adventure with someone I love
3. Stop Swearing
4. Make a new friend
5. Smile and say hello to one new person everyday
6. Lose 25 pounds
7. Blow Jake's Mind
8. Travel to another state I have never been before
9. Talk like a British Person for a day
10. Have a change of heart
11. Go to the gym at least 3 times a week
12. Eat healthier
13. No more soda till the end of the year
14. Only one meal a week can be fast food or from a restaurant
15. Give someone a second chance

The biggest resolution would be to finish all of my resolutions by the end of the year!!

Ringing in the New, Throwing Out The Old

As the new year has began, of course you can't do anything but reflect on the past year. And well I look back and I am not proud of what I see. I see how many people I ignored and the ones I hurt after they helped me. I was stuck on how bad so and so had hurt me or how my life could get any worse. I couldn't believe how far I had lost myself! How do these happen? How can we morph into some kind of monster and not know it until we are alone? But the worse thing is is that you think you are still you because you are in so much denial that you are wrong that you continue to stab and wedge things between the ones you love. It sucks that you never have these thoughts that improve your life until you have not lost it all persay but ignored and alienated yourself from people. I want to apologize to all my friends I have ever hurt that was never my intention but I know I did. Thank you for helping my through the roughest part of my life for sure while I have not really that you know it I get over the sickness that I had let become my life. I love you guys so much and I cannot believe you guys put up with all my crap but I know you are sent from god because you do. This year is going to be the best year ever 2012 I am going to make good things happen and give back to my friends that have given me something you can't put a price on.. life. I am done with the old I am ready to move on step forward file the past away and keep it there. Focusing on the past makes you miss the future. I am excited to meet new people and have new experiences. I don't have a plan and it frightens me more than than anything but I am ready to not be scared and go with it. So friends I love you and thank you again more love in my heart is yours than you know!